i'm not a perfect person. there are many things i wish i didnt do 
but i continue learning. i never meant to do those things to you. 
and so i have to say before i go, that i just want you to know 

i've found a reason for me, to change who i used to be 
a reason to start over new, and the reason is you 

i'm sorry that i hurt, its something i must live with everyday 
and all the pain i put you through, i wish that i could take it all away 
and be the one who catches all your tears, thats why i need you to hear 

i'm not a perfect person, i never meant to do those things to you 
and so i have to say before i go that i just want you to know 

i've found a reason for me, to change who i used to be 
a reason to start over new, and the reason is you 
i've found a reason to show a side of me you didnt know 
a reason for all that i do, and the reason is you 



Video added 7/11/11

doing time, seeing red

I see a red door and I want it painted black
No colors anymore I want them to turn black
I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes
I have to turn my head until my darkness goes
I see a line of cars and they're all painted black
With flowers and my love both never to come back
I see people turn their heads and quickly look away
Like a new born baby it just happens every day
I look inside myself and see my heart is black
I see my red door and I must have it painted black
Maybe then I'll fade away and not have to face the facts
It's not easy facin up when your whole world is black

No more will my green sea go turn a deeper blue
I could not foresee this thing happening to you
If I look hard enough into the settin' sun
My love will laugh with me before the mornin' comes

I see a red door and I want it painted black
No colors anymore I want them to turn black
I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes
I have to turn my head until my darkness goes
Hmm, hmm, hmm,...
I wanna see it painted, painted black
Black as night, black as coal
I wanna see the sun blotted out from the sky
I wanna see it painted, painted, painted, painted black


rolling stones, the vines and incubus
and the The Black Dahlia Murder

reposted january 5th 0f 2007 in my here and now



Videoa added 7/11/11

Siobhan Magnus